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2012

2012-01-09T01:32:00.001+08:00

Just got back from Seoul! Had an AMAZING 2 weeks there, met so many new friends, did most of the stuff I wanted to, saw my favourite people, had a fantastic winter, awesome Xmas + Countdown........how I wish I can stay there for a longer period but as usual school ruins everything...

I can't believe 2011 is over, because its really been the greatest year I've ever had in my life thus far. I can't explain how amazing 2011 has been, so many fond memories that I'll never forget, so many things I've learnt and realized........I can gladly say that the year I turned 18 was the wildest and craziest moment of my life :')

Some pictures from my trip

Really thankful to Jiwon unnie and Sooji unnie, for fame musical tix + the rides and treat + bringing me to see hyuk + the comfortable atmosphere:)
Sunghwa and Dawon unnie for coming over to crash our hotel + going to the Jjimjilbang + Karaoke. It was really fun! ♥
Soyeon too, for sharing stories about our graceful 4 + bringing us around + the treat :)
And to Keysyou unnie for the meal on our last day in Seoul :)
Last but not least, to Jibin unnie who was really nice to me and helped me to get into MCD despite not knowing me at all. My biggest regret was not getting her contact because I really wanna see her again :'( Jibin unnie I love you! Thank you so much for that day, I hope one day we can meet again somehow.

I met Stephanie, Dana and Lina... Feels like a dream, but it isn't. I will never forget these memories. They are like angels, so lovely, so precious, so perfect... There's nothing more I could ask for. Thank you for letting me meet you ♥

Hyukjae exceeded my expectations. I won't go on to explain how lovely he is in real life, all I know is after seeing him, I have absolutely no idea how I ever stopped loving this person... I'm so sorry I missed out 2 years on you. I will never leave your side again, I know now that my heart is sapphire blue. Thank you for making all these sacrifices worth it... ♥

I really love you T_T ♥

Currently suffering from withdrawal symptoms... T_T wanna be back in Seoul where I can just head down to wherever he is and catch a glimpse of him to brighten up days that are shit. Ever since I've been back, almost everything is going terrible. Maybe I'm just ungrateful and unappreciative but still.............oh whatever :@

Alright goodnight!

Taipei

2011-12-10T16:44:00.002+08:00

Ok I know I said I would update about my trip SOON but its like 2 months later but hey better late than never right??? ^^

We were starving when we arrived so after we checked in to our hotel we went to eat......

CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was at Xi Men Ding (西门町) Our hotel is just around the corner~
Everything tastes better when you're overseas hahahaha or maybe I'm just sua ku D:

Good food = Happy me ^^

Well, we went shopping after so we didn't take much pictures kakakakaka

CUTE SNACKS BOUGHT FROM THE CONVENIENCE STORE BESIDE OUR HOTEL^^

Went for a half-day tour since it was free~~~

TO THE PALACE!

Some sort of ceremony was going on......

CAKE BUFFET YUM YUM YUM
DO NOT ASK WHY WE ATE WESTERN FOOD IN TAIWAN LOL ITS A CAKE BUFFET!!!!!!

After that we went to

SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP

and we went back

XIAO LONG BAOOOOOOOOS AND SHUI JIAOOOOOOOOS

Bought cute snacks again! hehehehehe

We went to Dan Shui (淡水) at night! My favourite place out of this trip!

MARBLE SODA

KAKAKAKA ice-cream on a rainy day ^^

Da Beancurd Boyz

PUPPY

DAY 4

THE BEST DRINK

It started to pour heavily so we decided to take shelter.............

...........IN A PHONE BOOTH???? Hahahahhahaha

We abandoned Leon

After shopping, we went to visit Huaxi Night Market (花溪夜市)

CHOU DOU FU!!!!!!!!!!

The boys loved it
They were practically craving for it everyday hahahaha
Actually it doesnt taste so bad when you're eating it..........its the aftertaste that kills

LAST DAY

LOOK AT THIS MENU LOL WHAT???

They used Google Translate............WHAT IS THIS

MAOKONG GONDOLA!!!!! THE CABIN IS SUPPOSEDLY TRANSPARENT

LIKE THIS!!!

View from the Gondola

Top of the mountain!!! Time to eat........always ready for food anytime anywhere ^^

WAH I LOVE THIS MY FAVOURITE SALTY CHICKEN (盐素鸡)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MARBLE SODA AGAIN! The bottles are damn cute ^^

TIME FOR A WALK

OMG THIS ICE-CREAM IS DAMN NICE

GOODBYE MAOKONG :((((
(Ironically the chinese words behind says 'Maokong welcomes you')

Back on the cabin~~~ Next stop: Taipei 101

REACHED!!!

View from the top.....Blurry cuz it was raining and the window was misty and it was cold and............tons of excuses. I'm a bad photographer T_T

Yea this is pretty much all I have for my Taipei trip.............I guess you can tell that this post is a very lazy post. Hahaha didn't really type everything down in detail, cuz its too much and I am just lazy hehehe. Taipei is a beautiful to photograph, too bad my skills are like meh, and it was raining most of the time. Still I had tons of fun ^^

Ok will update again soon......

Meanwhile, have a merry christmas and a happy new year! :)

데뷔 6주년.... ♥

2011-11-05T20:09:00.005+08:00

Today is Super Junior's 6th year anniversary

Eunhyuk + Donghae + Sungmin + Kyuhyun + Leeteuk + Shindong + Siwon + Yesung + Ryeowook + Kibum + Kangin + Hankyung + Heechul + Zhoumi + Henry

I wanna celebrate today, because without these boys, I wouldn't have gotten to know the beautiful world of Kpop. A day in 2006, I fell in love, and it changed my life. Thank you for everything... I love you guys more than I can say

I got to know you by fate
I chose to become your everlasting friend
Falling in love with you, I had no control over

Six years ago, you were only a project group to be disbanded after 3 months of promotion
Look where you are at now

:')))

I feel so proud of them

Mixed feelings....

I'm so sorry boys, for not being there all the way... But now I'm back, for good this time, I prom15e to bel13ve, until the end...

I wanna love you
Its not easy, but its worth it

-
P.S. To my one and only Myeolchi, Don't ever change, you are gorgeous and I love you just the way you are, I love you very much, so please, don't even think of changing

시간아 멈춰라 ...

2011-10-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

So much to do, yet so little time.

I wish time would slow down...........

I need time -
for school
for friends
for family
for myself
for dancing
for resting
for my thoughts
and for a whole shitload of many other stuffs that I can't seem to remember at the moment

F.R.U.S.T.R.A.T.E.D

Dear Blackberry...

2011-10-24T17:37:00.001+08:00

It was nice having you around. You were an amazing companion and a true transformer phone.
From white to baby pink to metallic green x pink rilakkuma bear to red x black bunny and back to white now (repairs in progress)
Oh my dear Berry, why do you fail me all the time? I really enjoyed the times we had together...
But now you leave me with no choice but to look for new company

Hence

*Waves to Hyukjae* ♥

Yes.......I got an iPhone4. Although I fail at being an iPhone user, cuz I hate touch screen phones. But I guess having an iPhone is for the better, considering the useful applications and cute emojis and camera effects......BLABLABLA

Don't know though, if my iPhone is gonna stay with me temporarily or...???? Currently waiting for my Blackberry to be back from repairs. Honestly I prefer the Berry but it always give me problems I wonder why?!! :(

Anyway today was the 1st day of school....... BAH what a waste of timezzz
Ok bye.

Will blog about Taiwan trip S O O N :)

shortcuts and delusions

2011-10-01T16:45:00.005+08:00

“October is crisp days and cool nights, a time to curl up around the dancing flames and sink into a good book.”

SWC

Basically the first 2 weeks of september were hectic as hell, 'cuz the boys were coming to town. But it was all good eventually, cuz we managed to finish everything before the concert, made some new friends, and luvpupz gave me fan service during the show. More than what I deserved from him....There's nothing more I could ask for, really. Surprisingly I remained calm during his solo, and only started to cry during 'Life' and 'Quasimodo'.......Hidden meaning?
Boys, I love you all, really. Thank you for being so amazing. I'll always remember 10.9.11 SWC SG ♥ 너무 너무 사랑합니다...
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Been real busy with dance practices for upcoming performances, so haven't really had time to blog. Haven't even had time to catch up or have dinner with my friends. Or maybe I'm just too lazy. Or depressed.

Lately I've been really confused. I think I'm just weird. Normal people wouldn't even consider this as a problem. I don't have anyone to talk to because they wouldn't understand. Because I don't think they'll understand. So I posted my problem anonymously on tumblr. Had an unexpected number of responses. Its a good thing I guess, having strangers giving you their honest opinions and also receiving many different kinds of answers from different perspectives. But then again its rather pathetic. Oh well.

Also, I'm really disappointed with myself because I promised myself I would at least finish 5 books for this holidays but I barely even touched one. Instead I spend most of my nights reading midnight fantasy fics which contribute a lot to my inappropriate thoughts...........go ahead and judge all you want -_-

Something to look forward to:

TAIWAN TRIP WITH MY FAVOURITE HOMIES ♥

thought for the day

2011-08-30T12:03:00.002+08:00

Just wanna share this.

"Live each day as if it's your last', that was the conventional advice,
but really, who had the energy for that?

What if it rained or you felt a bit glandy?
It just wasn't practical.
Better by far to simply try and be courageous and bold and to make a difference.
Not change the world exactly, but the bit around you.
Go out there with your passion and work hard at...something.
Change lives through art maybe.
Cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully.
Experience new things.
Love and be loved, if you ever get the chance."

- David Nicholls

Oh and I'm on Tumblr again -----> Click

alright, alright

2011-08-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

No matter if it is right or wrong, I hate to think that one person can be in love with two (or more) people at the same time, whether or not the adored party is real or fictional. Okay I am certain you don't have the slightest idea what the fuck I am talking about. Doesn't matter though, I just need a space to type.

But this feeling is so familiar and comfortable, it makes me really happy. It isn't impossible to ignore - but I don't want to ignore it. Can't believe its been five years..... Feels like nothing has changed. Now I'm slowly allowing myself to indulge in this fandom again. And now I realise I don't know what is the purpose of this post.

Alright back to mugging. 3 days til I'm completely free from school.

Laugh alone and the world thinks you're an idiot

2011-08-25T11:49:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Leon's 18th birthday at Promenade -Ma Maison - A Japanese restaurant. Lovely place and good food. Tooks tons of polaroids cuz we were too lazy to bring our heavy cameras. And now, too lazy to post all of them here. Hahahaha

I absolutely love this bunch of people. We've been together for about 10 years now. I can say for certain that we are definitely gonna be "ffW3nz 4eVa" (how we said we would be in pri sch....)

So I'm having my study break now.

Went shopping with Vivian the other day. Bought shitloads of clothes + useless stuff.......................FEELS FUGGIN' AWESOME srsly haven't shopped (physically) for nearly 2 months

although I was rather disturbed when I reached home to find out how much I spent + all the clothes I bought were in black............

Anyway

Since I'm having my study break now, I've been a real good kid cuz I've stayed home for 5 days
and
My daily routine:

10AM - Wake up
11AM - Eventually get out of bed + shower
12PM - Watch Fairly Odd Parents
1.30PM - Watch Spongebob
2.30PM - Study
7PM - Watch Spongebob + eat dinner
7.30PM - Watch Fairly Odd Parents
8.30PM - Watch Teen Cribs
9PM - Study
10PM - Watch Spongebob
11PM - Watch Danny Phantom
12AM - Study..............LOL JK
1AM - Sleep

REPEAT.

Well, I blame Nickelodeon. Most of the times I am either out or in school, so I've never had the time to watch my favourite shows on TV. Though I feel that this daily routine of mine is rather productive for me. Most of the time I just use my computer for the entire day. Now I camp in front of the TV waiting for my shows to start while studying when the boring shows are airing.

Speaking of which, its 12PM. Time for Fairly Odd Parents.

*Poof*

"elegance and beauty of movement, form, expression, or proportion"

2011-08-16T23:17:00.004+08:00

How did we get here?

Been 4 months since we last held a conversation. Everytime I see you online I click on your name but end up closing it without saying anything. Sometimes I wonder why do I seem to be okay with what's happening to us when I am not? I tell myself its because I am afraid. Times have changed. Gone are the comfortable days where we chat til the wee hours of the night. Now an air of awkwardness surround us. Sometimes its unbearable. Sometimes I feel guilty. Sometimes I miss you. Sometimes I realise how precious our friendship was. Why did I let it crumble? I blame myself for being such a coward, always so fucking submissive.

"Who's gonna pay attention to your dreams?"

2011-08-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

Been like a year or so since I last made a new blogskin. Well, my skills have gotten pretty rusty so this is all I could come up with. Took me the entire afternoon to do it too. By the way, the black & white "ggalienzed" background image is a picture of shinee. Was experimenting new stuff......Still I am rather pleased with it so~~

Anyway

Hahahaha I got myself a Spongebob shirt

Well, I love Patrick too *spam ♥s*

And I need a new haircut. Or hair colour. Will make a trip to the salon soon.

Anyway, I have decided that I'm gonna start writing again :) I know that I am a darn lousy writer compared to a million others out there but well. Nobody can be the best, right?

I never told anybody what my dreams are because if they don't know, they can't shoot it down.

But now, I wanna show them that it doesn't matter if they are laughing at me, yelling or whispering behind my back, they can't touch me. It won't be entirely true to say that I won't be affected by what people are gonna say or how people are gonna judge me, but everything I do, I do it for myself. I enjoy what I do, and that matters the most to me :)

I'm actually kinda proud of myself... Cuz I've stopped letting the negative happenings take control of my life. Been kinda long since I felt so..........relaxed. Like I can laugh freely and it doesn't need to be forced. Feels happy to be happy again. Gonna make more effort to make myself feel good :) I sound so fucking mature and unlike my usual "emo" self gahahahaha

Ok and I'm gonna tidy up my new room too. Not that new anymore though, been about 2 months since I moved back to this apartment, and I've been so busy that I have yet to finish unpacking all my stuff. Yes its that crazy. Shall hunt for nice furniture to deco my room when I've got the time. If I'm not too lazy, ho ho

Time to go now. Tata :)

좋은사람

2011-08-10T16:47:00.001+08:00

Just wanna share this song. I think she did a great cover.

One day

2011-08-09T15:30:00.004+08:00

Finished "One Day"by David Nicholls this afternoon. Lovely book and a brillant writer. Cried like a mad girl towards the end. I adored every bit of it. Can't remember when was the last time I enjoyed a book to this extent.

Been a really long time since I last read a book, or went to Borders. Used to go there every weekend. Used to love writing too. I still do. But now I just don't have the time for it anymore. That's not true. Anyway, been too busy to find the time to read. But I'm gonna start reading again. Need to get my old life back. As I said, I hate this current self-loathing self.

Quoted from the book:

"You know what i can't understand? You have all these people telling you all the time how great you are, smart and funny and talented and all that, i mean endlessly, i've been telling you for years. So why don't you believe it? why do you think people say that stuff, Em? Do you think it's a conspiracy, people secretly ganging up to be nice about you?"

- Dexter Mayhew

Emma Morley resembles me, in some way, I guess.
Bottom line: I need to believe in myself, and also, gain some self-confidence.

Goodbye.

Trampled youth

2011-08-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

Back with a proper post. For now.

Time really, really flies. Yes I've noticed that I say this almost every time I start a post on the first day of a new month. But still. Can you believe it is August already?

So I've been pretty busy, which is both bad and good.

Bad because I am so deprived of sleep that I've been acting and looking like a zombie which I believe is not a good thing, considering it is currently the hungry ghost festival. I am so exhausted that whenever I have time I just lie on my bed and waste the day away. Also, I think I might be falling ill.

Good because I am so occupied with school that I don't have much time to think about other stuff. Stuff that is bad. Stuff that makes me feel like I am an idiot. Stuff that breaks my heart. Many other stuff like that. Stuff. "Stuff" is starting to look weird. Hahahahahahha

Well at least school's not really that boring cuz this semester we are doing audio production, broadcast performance and single-camera production. Feels like I've mentioned this before in one of my old blog posts, but I can't remember. Anyway, most of the time my work includes coming up with scripts for MTV hosting, documentary-drama on a well-known businessman (something like that) etc. Going out to film is the most tedious part, however, I kind of enjoy it. A few more weeks til school's out. Can't wait. Need to start making plans for my holidays.

Anyway I don't really fancy a wordy blog so might as well post some pics

Went for Ballet Under The Stars at Fort Canning Park with my gal pals. The last time we went together was......... 3 years ago? But still, got there pretty early to get a good spot. Picnic for dinner - Sandwiches, fruits, chips, soda etc. Could have been a real beautiful night if it wasn't for the awful rain. But still, the show went on and I am pleased to say that it was worth every single cent I paid. They performed Allegro Brillante, Serenade and Swan Lake. Special guest performers from Phillipines - Ballet Manila - took my breath away. Talented men who does ballet and a mix of martial arts. What can I say? BUTS 2011 inspired the hell outta me :)

Feel like I am wasting my youth away. I wanna travel. I wanna eat good food. I wanna shop. Maybe get my ass out of this place and get to know new people. I wanna have sleepovers with the girls and stay up all night watching movies, reading, talking about anything. I wanna learn lots of stuff like learn how to play the ukelele, or how to surf, or how to cook delightful delicacies for my future husband. Stuff like that. I don't wanna be trapped in school.

I love doing stuff alone.
But then again, sometimes I feel lonely.

Time to go before I start a sobfest. Goodbye.

Sometimes

2011-07-25T23:27:00.004+08:00

Hello my dear blog
I am back because apparently other than you I have no other company

It is one thing to feel that you are useless
And another to actually hear someone say that you are

It hurts so fucking much do you know?

You think you understand what I am going through but you have no idea at all
No matter what happens I always force myself to look on the bright side
To be strong, for myself, for others
But lately it just seems like the whole world is trying to bring me down

Maybe I deserve it
Because I am a terrible terrible person

I hate my current self
And I hate my self-loathing self

I hate how I've become so weak
I hate how I just feel like giving up so easily
I hate how these fucking tears fall so freely
I hate how I've lost my motivation for school for dance for life
I hate how pathetic I am
I hate how I am avoiding every single person who cares for me
I hate how I am suddenly so fucking insecure and scared of every fucking thing

This is me, yes I've changed, because pain does that to people
I hope the happy me will be back soon

Turn the clock to zero

2011-06-22T14:32:00.001+08:00

Virgin Billy Bombers experience with Vivi ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ Love our occasional impromptu food hunts ♥ And the Cheese Fondue is superb!!! Bought really cute clips (image^) I love it!

Just moved back to my own apartment! O dear room I've missed you so! And hellooooooo again late night phone calls + unhealthy snacking + drama-watching!! :) And I promise I will try my best to keep you clean and tidy hehe

Went over to T's house last night with Leon for an overnight study/homework session but it failed terribly cuz they were playing DOTA and I was busy eating seaweed (original + bamboo salt + wasabi YUMYUM) Leon brought back from Korea and then we all fell asleep and then we went to Macdonalds at 6am for breakfast and went home to sleep lol

June is coming to an end........which means my holidays are coming to an end.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

But July is gonna be great for me because

HELL YEA TBG!!!!!!

GONNA WATCH THE BEAT FREAKS IN SINGAPORE CANNOT FRIGGIN' WAIT!!!

And also BUTS with the girls, just like old times :)

♥alicia♥

2011-06-20T19:59:00.001+08:00

My dearest twin girlfriend just turned 18!!! ♥(^3^) ♥ I love her!!! She loves pink so here's a pink birthday image for her ^^^^^^^^^^

Went out for a shopping trip but there is absolutely nothing to buy despite the GSS :(((((((((((((((( The shops here are soooo disappointing.........can I pls move to HK or S.Korea or Taiwan??? I would love to eat shop eat shop shop shop eat shop eat eat shop every single day waaaaaah

And then her birthday chalet on tue/wed/thur! The surprise failed cuz she was too smart to be tricked (also cuz her bf is a goondu head -_-) hehehehe overall the chalet was really fun though tiring........man i miss those secondary school days so much

My dear girl if you are reading this now, I really hope you enjoyed ur birthday! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ There are not enough 'XO's and '♥'s to show how much i love you, but I know you know :) and do not abandon your poor chou chou piglet (he is crying in a corner somewhere)

Seems like I've been blogging a lot about birthdays hahaha apparently most of my close friends' birthdays fall around the same period and next month there are 2 stitch-lovers turning 18 aaahhh joy

Ok will blog some other time goodbye :)

WK's 18th

2011-05-23T20:29:00.001+08:00

Taken randomly by WK's iPhone INSTAGRAM

Went to watch Fast & Furious 5. Not a big fan of watching movies in the theatres cuz I feel tt its a waste of money unless the show has SUPERB effects (E.g Transfomers!!!!!!!!!) but this a rather good show ^^ Then went over to T's place to play Poker + cut cake......HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND OF 8 YEARS :)))))

Ahhhhh so damn busy with school every day. Thank goodness holidays are coming, although I predict a lot of project-mugging + dancing taking up my time. Not forgetting that I am moving house in Mid-June! EXCITED can't wait to decorate my room hehe

2 more days til the 3rd anniversary of my baby boys!!! I am so devastated cuz I am swamped with school work and have no time for them :(

Skull-candy

2011-05-16T17:23:00.001+08:00

School is pretty slack for now, but it won't be long until assignment deadlines start to haunt me in my dreams.

Dance freshmen orientation camp was 2 days ago. It was awesome cuz MY GROUP WON!!!! Suck on that hahahaha but seriously it was a rather fun camp ^^ Not that tiring surprisingly, although I was a lil exhausted cuz of school.....and I spoke too soon about going to be dead tired from trainings on wed nights. Turns out dance trainings are shifted to saturdays. Hell to the yeah everything seems to be working out for me gradually :)

Sad news. My house's gonna be under renovation for a month so I have to pack my stuff and move to grannie's place to stay. Sad cuz I won't have the house alone to myself and I can't stay up til the wee hours of the night watching television or doing whatever I might be doing at that time....... I really love my current room even though I kind of favour the idea of a room makeover lol I'm damn self-conflicting can't stand it

GOSSIP GIRL SEASON FINALE IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!! AM DYING TO WATCH IT SO EXCITINGSSS :(

Up & down

2011-05-06T23:24:00.005+08:00

Went to support my mates at Get Down Vol. 4 - HipHop 1 vs 1 battle- on Mon. It was really a great experience for me. Man.....if you picture me on that stage right there. No wait, I can't even imagine that. Haha I seriously need to work on my low self-esteem issues. But anyway, was truly inspired by all the dancers that night. I need to work harder! Time to level up! Can't wait for dance practices to resume, although its gonna kill me cuz training time is changed to 8-10 at night on wednesdays, and school starts at 9 in the morning on the following day. Good luck to me & goodbye to sleep.

June/July is approaching...............that's right da GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!!!! Haha can't wait for it man, I need to get some serious shopping done. I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT THAT I LOVE CHEAP STUFF + GREAT DEALS.... Come on, who doesn't??? I'm a true blue kiasu S'porean ok? hehe

So, current daily routine: Get up, shower, get dressed, breakfast, school, lunch/dinner, go home, watch tv, sleep. Repeat.
I need a life zzz

Licking honey off a thorn

2011-05-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

Time flies..... Its already the 1st day of May. And I thought 2011 had just started. Anyway hi. I'm back to blog because I promised I would! Finally feeling ''un-lazy'' enough to upload some pics hahaha

Pics are from Yuzhu's belated birthday celebration at "2 Days 1 Night"- Korean BBQ place (This place has the BEST Pork Bacon EVER!!!!!!!!) + B&J's free cone day + food hunting day @ Somerset with Vivian! Damn I can't stop stuffing food into my system but food is like the best fucking thing in the world??!! What wouldn't every girl give to have a killer figure? But I'm not the type to give up food just to lose weight......In fact I can't even stand seeing a plate of unfinished meal.......food is too good to be wasted!!!

I sound like a fucking obese food-loving creature lol shall stop now

School just started. My class is pretty dead quiet......I mean, my classmates are lovely and nice people. I just have no idea how to make everyone warm up to each other. Really miss my old class :'( It just feels so uncomfortable and a tad awkward when I go to school right now. Hope things will turn out to be better for the next few days....weeks...?

Will be blogging more often now because blogging is kind of an escape from my usual random mood swings......It makes me feel a lil' better. I don't know why but it does. Gonna attempt to make this space more interesting for the rare visitors who do read my entries :)

Thats all, goodnight! x

holidays

2011-04-21T11:56:00.001+08:00

One of the wildest and craziest chalets I've ever been to. I had a fun time with the great company, though I'm not gonna elaborate more because I don't kiss and tell ;)

Ok so dance trainings pretty much took up 50% of my holidays (not that I'm complaining) so I'm sorry to disappoint but I really don't have any interesting stories to tell here. Anyway TPDE GEM6 Production was AWESOME, thank you all who came to watch!!! Hope you enjoyed the show :)

Entered the 1st modern-contemporary dance competition in SG "The Royal Dance-Off" with Janice, Cheryl, Ridzwan, Jing and Cindy. Its huge for me because its the 1st time I ever entered a competition. Really nervous but I'm thankful to have such a wonderful and supportive team. Let's work hard for it together! I love you guys :)

& I am so fucking despressed that I'm not in the same class as my favourite bunch of douches anymore :'( I am gonna miss them so so much..... and I hate being separated because that means I'm gonna have to start making new friends. I mean....... I love making new friends, just that I kinda suck at it. Sometimes I wonder why I am so afraid of being judged lol coward

That's pretty much what I have to update for now. Will update again SOON, I PROMISE x

Secret Garden

2011-03-10T14:10:00.002+08:00

I'm a fan of K-pop music but not so much K-dramas.
But Secret Garden is one of the best shows I have watched in my life.
Never cried so much...

I guess everyone needs a Kim Joo Won in their lives.

happy birthday to me

2011-02-16T03:04:00.003+08:00

I'm 18 :)

I feel so lucky to have so many loved ones by my side.
I love you all.....Thank you very much, all of you.

Have a gr8 day
x

Red & gold

2011-02-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!!!!!!

(O yes I had a haircut and I'm lovin' it!!!!)

Bunny year 2011 so tt explains the bunny ears........bought them frm korea hehe super cute

I love Chinese New Year! Its my favourite time of the year :) I love it when the radio plays CNY songs! I love the CNY mood! I love seeing red and gold decorations everywhere I go! I love it because when its CNY it means my birthday is around the corner! I love seeing my relatives after a year and noticing how much they've grown, how much I've grown. Not to forget I get red packets and extra money from GAMBLING hehehe CNY is NOT CNY without gambling!!!!!! Last but not least.........CNY SNACKS AND GOODIES!!!!!!!! NEED I SAY MORE???

Oh yes by the way

My mum made this!!! She's super proud of it. She went to the market and bought this basket and all the friuts + flowers + whatevers and made a mess out of the kitchen. Then she brought it to my grandma house and gave it to my grandma. And grandma loved it :)

boys will be boys

2011-01-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

The most stupid silly idiotic random unglamorous crazy noisy boys ever
But I love them

BOOOOOMSHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

trugoy is yogurt backwards

2011-01-23T11:31:00.001+08:00

This was b4 I left for korea.....met up with the usual gang for some shopping and food :)
Funny how this post doesn't have anything to do with yogurt

"Sorta like a dream?" "No -- better"

2011-01-19T02:54:00.002+08:00

1st day of sch, I was heartbroken and skipped the nxt few days bcoz I was really sad....
And yes I was crying b4 these shots were taken so tt explains the small eyes

Haha anyway that was taken quite long ago. I hav tons of stuffs to blog about!!! Ok I swear I really wanna keep my blog alive and updated regularly but......I AM SO FUGGING BUSY!!!!! :@ Workload is piling up like nobody's business + dance trainings + piano classes + other commitments URGH I'm so stressed out......

ok

anyways

On the 1st day of the 1st month of the new year [1.1.11].......I cannot believe I stood among the crowd at Seoul Olympic Stadium and watched my favourite 5 boys perform a 3-hour full length concert right in front of my very eyes......Sobbed like a loser when they performed the slow songs.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ....Baby boy's voice is so beautiful. His face is so beautiful. He is so beautiful..... I can't describe how glad I am to have been there for their 1st concert. Even though my heart ached when he teared in front of me... I wanted to give him a bear hug... Baby, you did gr8, you shouldn't have to apologise... I love you, we love you.

I love him. I love all 5 of them.

FYI I'm not emo-ing lah I'm just thinking back about the concert and my korea trip
I'm really in love with that puppy boy, boy oh boy

Ok gonna spam some pics in the next few posts hehe bye :)

one of my fave scenes

2010-12-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

"Cassie,

I’m shit with words everything always comes out so crap.
But I’ve been doing some thinking and everything is getting clearer.
The thing is Cass, I’ve woken up this morning n the sun’s shining through the window n it’s making me think of you.
Cassie, it’s not right, you hiding away in that clinic. You’ve got to get out in the world.
Cassie, I don’t care if you think you’re odd, because I feel like singing when I see you, and you’re beautiful, and I’ve been such a fuckin’ chapstick these past few weeks, and all I want to do this morning is sit on top of Brandon hill and hold you and tell you how wonderful you are,
and I love you.

Sid x"
-

Miss watching Skins...

Then then then

2010-12-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

Love this song by Supreme Team. Needed to share it. When I searched for the lyrics and watched the video, I actually cried.

Can't believe I never discovered them sooner. Their music is so beautiful :)
-

“I’m sorry”, those tiresome words
The day I forcefully cling onto you and cried
My sincerity started to wear down
Even the way I escaped those moments has to be an act
Of course you knew that side of me
Without getting mad, you’ve concluded
That there won’t be another chance
And you’ve rather left calmly from my side.
I was tired back then,
I wasn’t worthy of embracing you
Because stability was bigger than love
So my heart was just hanging between the line
I didn’t want to hurt you
I didn’t want to be the bad guy
So I ended up sending you away
Without thinking of a way to bring you back

Your tears that once melt me away
Now freezes my heart away.
Your smile that once held light
Now hidden within my sleepy eyes.

It’s really frustrating, why does this have to be like this?
Back then, back then, back then it was great.
It’s really pitiful, you’re right in front of me
Back then, back then, back then I loved you.

Getting over you completely.
Pretending that the scar’s all healed.
I say that it’s the time for a new relationship
But that’s not like myself,
In the end I comfort myself by saying that love is just a child’s play.
Indeed, misery is what I needed
Working at the same place
Sleeping in the same bed
It’s no different than before, but one thing is different
A plausible excuse
Or is there anything that I could occupy myself with?
How can I fill myself when I’m so empty?

When I can’t stand straight properly
When I show my nervousness
Who will embrace me then?
Who will embrace me then?

Wobble, wobble, wobble, the time ticks
The faded dream is erased
Round and round, round and round, round and round, my heart’s out of place
The days of love drifts away.

It’s really frustrating, why does this have to be like this?
Back then, back then, back then it was great.
It’s really pitiful, you’re right in front of me
Back then, back then, back then I loved you.

Enduring it
Erasing you
Regretting it
Nothing has changed

Now I know what a fool I've been

2010-12-12T00:25:00.008+08:00

"Sanity may be madness,
but the maddest of all is to see life as it is and not as it should be"

What a meaningful line.

After watching Glee's Xmas episode, I thought about a lot of things. True that Xmas is the season for joy and forgiveness. And I really do love Xmas. And I believe in miracles, but not magic. And things do not magically become better when you forgive. Sometimes the problem lies with someone, and there's just nothing you can do about it.

And I guess I have been living life the wrong way. I only get to live once. There is no next time...its now or never. Today reality hit me real hard. I'm should stop lying to myself, cuz deep down inside me, somewhere, I know what the truth is, I just refuse to admit it.

Numbing the pain for a while will only make it worse when you finally feel it. And I am feeling it now. I shouldn't fight it anymore.

And I can't believe I'm letting this happen to me again, because I know what it's gonna cost me. But what's life without love? Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can take it.

Sorry if you came to my blog feeling happy & I ruined the mood. Really needed a space to write down my thoughts.

Maybe I'm just hoping to spend a peaceful Xmas. No negativity of any sort... just a really simple and happy one. Anyway, this song makes me happy. Its from Glee - Finn and Rachel's cover of 'Last Christmas' :)

By the way I'm going to watch a magic show with YH, Jasmine and Dawn tomnorrow. And I just said that I don't believe in magic. Irony....Ha. Bye!

P.S. Wtf this post was written at 12:25 AM......

I'm not machine I'm not machine

2010-11-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

Why do we always deny the things that we don't like? Its so bloody obvious that we are breaking apart. Why do we wear masks on our faces? I don't understand....

Stop thinking you rule the world. People are not your slaves, they don't exist for your entertainment. Its time for you to get your hands dirty and do your own shit.

I hate how I always keep quiet no matter how unhappy I feel. I would rather I don't have a mouth at all (like Hello Kitty) and just type everything out instead of saying it to one's face. Yes I'm a coward. I try to look at everything in a positive way but lately I can't smile like nothing's wrong anymore. I'm exploding. What can I do...?

Its the 25th

2010-11-25T01:21:00.001+08:00

I still remember. Happy 11 months. See u in a month's time. Ho ho hopefully.

grayscale my heart

2010-11-14T09:09:00.001+08:00

I feel like I don't know my friends anymore. I haven't been hanging out with them because lately all they've been doing is drinking and clubbing, and I don't drink or club. I don't feel included anymore. I miss hanging out with them. But they don't seem to miss me. Or am I just being selfish hoping they could make some time for boring me. My girls are always busy. My boys are always busy. Come to think of it, I'm always busy. No one knows that I'm really still hurt deep down about the news. But who would lend a listening ear to me talking about my feelings for a boy that would never take a second look at me? I never knew until the moment how bad it could hurt to lose something I've never really had.

Sux to be me

time flies

2010-10-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

Results are out. I wonder why I aimed for such high results when I knew I screwed it up the moment I handed in my papers. Anyways, of course I didn't hit my target, but it was good enough. WORK HARDER NEXT SEM, I WILL IMPROVE, I MUST

I'm dancing everyday, and that's a good thing, cuz it seems that I have lost 2kg and saved quite a few dollar notes. In fact I'm only having one meal per day.

18 more days til school start. Half of it are for dancing. I'm free on weekends but only afternoons. Cmon who wanna show me some lovin' and ask me out please??? I haven't had any fun since exams ended. Serious.

Ok gotta go bye! :)

Its stormy now but it can't rain forever

2010-09-29T01:38:00.001+08:00

Things have gotten better since my last blog post which was 24 hours ago. Thanks to all my friends who offered comfort and advice :) I've decided to look on the bright side of life. Like my title says, its stormy now but it can't rain forever. Everything will be okay in the end. If its not okay, its not the end.

So today....woke up early and asked mum out for brunch :) Headed to dance afterwards, then to Vivo for dinner with my classmates.

Visited Candy Empire.....

..........THIS IZ DA BEST CHOCOLATE EVER!!!!!!!! seriously

THIS IS DAMN CUTE RIGHT??!!?!

No you can't eat the dinosaur, its a toy!! The white eggs are candies. Tastes like Gobstopper.
I LOVE!!!!

Ok gotta sleep now. dance practice tomorrow morning and gotta get up early.... Gdnights xo ♥ ♥

Life sux

2010-09-28T22:35:00.006+08:00

I'm so busy with dance that I don't have time for anything else. I don't have a SINGLE day that I'm free. I have practices EVERY WEEK DAY, reggae class + SWSG meetups + SBM meetings on saturdays and piano lessons on sundays. I don't have time to hang out with my mum, and she's always at home alone. I don't have time to read tweets/blogs/fb updates, which is why my best friend's dog passed away and I didn't know, and I said some stupid fucked up shit to her (Now I'm struck with guilt). I organised our class outing and made sure everyone took leave so that we can finally hang out but turns out I'm not excused from dance practice. Everyone around me seems to be wearing a mask that's smiling, but I know they're not okay. EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG......

I hate life right now. I just wanted to enjoy my holidays but now I feel so fucking tied down. Its not supposed to be like this. I want everyone to be happy but I can't cheer them up when I'm not feeling okay.

I love dancing. I'm supposed to feel happy when I dance. I don't. I feel stressed and trapped.

Should I quit? I know I will regret it if I give it up, but is it worth it to sacrifice my family and friends....?

short update

2010-09-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

Its the holidays now. Been watching Skins and Vampire Diaries. I swear, Skins is one of the best shows I've ever watched. I can't describe how awesome it is, but just know that you NEED to watch it. I LOVE SID AND CASSIE. HOW COULD THE SEASON JUST END WITHOUT TELLING ME IF HE FOUND HER IN NEW YORK? MY LIFE IS INCOMPLETE............WHY?????????????? Oh and I fucking LOVE Effy's clothes.

Ok will update more and continue my letter blogging..... soon. Bye.

at the Jetty

2010-09-14T02:20:00.006+08:00

Plans were to go for picnic at the Barrage, but the clouds gathered and the sky turned grey as we stepped out of the house. Decided to go somewhere nearer instead, anyway, it didn't rain in the end, but we still had tons of fun. Food, monopoly, ice-cream, playground...aahhh. I love you guys sooo much :)

Okay gtg will post up pictures later.

/Edit: Pictures are up! and doesn't Leon look like Bob the builder with the yellow cap? :)

I'm in Love

2010-09-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

Narsha - I'm In Love

Actually after our first meeting
Saying I like you
Isn’t something easy for me

If I don’t contact you first
I’m afraid of missing you
I type out the text, hesitate a bit, then delete it again
I keep repeating this process over and over

If my love for you gets any deeper
It will only result in getting hurt
My fears are filling my mind

Praying with all my heart, the person I’m yearning for
That person is you

I thought I’m never gonna fall in love
But I’m in love, cause I wanna love you baby

Actually from the first time I met you
Somewhere deep in my heart
You crashed in like a strong wave
You’re the only thing in my mind all day
I can be your good lover
Wanna be your four-leaf clover
It feels like I’ve become the happiest woman in the world

Please you gotta believe me
Make you never gonna leave me
I won’t be suspicious, I’ll trust you

Ahhh… I’m in love
Ahhh… I’ll fall in love
Never feel any more fear
As long as I’m with you
The world is so beautiful

You are so beautiful

-

Its not the first time I'm listening to this song, but after I searched for the lyrics my tears gathered in my eyes. Yes, I'm in love, but this love is pointless. Ahhh why am I such a silly girl....

I wanna talk to someone. But there's no one. And everyone's busy preparing for medsoc paper tmrw. And I should be too.

break

2010-09-07T07:51:00.002+08:00

I'm so stressed and I don't even know why because I haven't really started studying yet. Maybe because I know that I haven't started studying yet I just can't get my lazy ass to work and I know I'll definitely fail my exam that's why I'm feeling stressed.......? Am I making sense?

I seriously just want exams to be over. There are a TON of things I wanna do right now. Like picnics, Kbox, re-watch all my Ashton Kutcher movies, try to write a fanfic, sleepovers, play audition, upload picx to Fb, meet up with my cabbage boys...............aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.

Ok gg back to (attempting to) study.

Shit

2010-09-06T14:54:00.003+08:00

I don't understand why I can't fucking concentrate on studying for my exams. I open my notes, I read them, but nothing's going into my head. And I think to myself, its ok I'll study later. Or tomorrow.

TOMORROW'S THE GODDAMN EXAM ALREADY

Anyway I went to queue at 313 for kpop night tix on friday night. Queued for 21 hours, had to go through shit just to get the effin' tix. The organisation was fucked up, and that's beyond an understatement. They couldn't care less about 4k angry fans crowding outside 313 at 1am. Fuck you.

.......but no matter how much I have to suffer I know I'll still go through all that shit again just to see you. Sometimes I wonder why I do such silly things for you. Sometimes I wish I didn't love you. But if I didn't, my life would have a lot lesser reasons for me to smile.

See you soon baby boy

quasimodo

2010-08-16T15:37:00.002+08:00

This song is from Lucifer album. I really love the lyrics. And its a beautiful song. Listen to it. Read the lyrics.

------

The traces of you that fill my heart gives me breath
When the night becomes engulfed by moonlight
Will this impossible waiting end?
Begging for a miracle, I respond

Oh love
I want to touch your heart
But I cannot speak
Like starlight hidden behind frozen clouds
‘I love you’
This painful confession always lie on my tongue
I’ll end it all
And let the words flow with my tears

The arrows that reached my heart are now a part of me
Even if it hurts so much I want to die
You’re so deep inside me, I can’t remove you
Because it’s love

My love
Even if I can’t be with you
Even if my feelings end
Barred by a wall of destiny
I still love you,
If I can just be somewhere where I can see you
Because you’re my everything

I’ve spent so many nights awake
So when my tears start to fall like the half-hearted rain
Please remember that I loved you

My love
I need you
I'm trying, dying, crying for you, baby

It’s not a burden, oh no
Because you are you
Through the pain
Through the tears
I love you

update

2010-08-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally got the time to blog. I've been MIA from this space for 1 month or so...? Been really busy with school and stuff. I'm on YOG break now. Oh well, here's a short summary of what happened last month (if you're interested).......

1) Surprised Vivian on her birthday night, it was a success even though Leon the disaster was present.

2) Sundown Festival @ Universal Studios with Andrina! Love Kahi's fabulous body, HER ABS

3) Hazim went to England so we had dinner with the boys at Causeway Point the night before he flew

4) Went to the recording of Katy Perry on Entertainment on 5. She was lovely

5) Signed up for saturday reggae classes. Its super fun but goddamn tiring!!!!! Still I like it very much

6) Boys already won 4 trophies for Lucifer so far! Congratz my babies!

-

Gonna blog more frequently now. Release all my thoughts. Been feeling kind of weird lately.....but I can't find the right words to express myself. And I hate it because if I can't express myself correctly then people won't understand me. And right now I just need someone to be there.

Ok bye for now

Cinderella

2010-07-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

Bought this from Diva. Its from the Disney collection. "One shoe can change your life" with a blingified glass slipper. Am Lovin' it.

Life's been hell lately. Feeling stressed and shit. I need you to tell me everything's gonna be okay but I know you'll never be here. Strangely when I plug in my earphones and listen to you sing all my angst and negativity slowly vanishes.

You worked hard to make your dream come true. I will work hard too. I can do it.....right?

Taking chances

2010-07-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

What do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge,
never knowing if there's solid ground below,
or hand to hold,
or hell to pay,
what do you say?

I love Glee.

Pocky?

2010-06-24T22:44:00.006+08:00

My lovely classmates. A full class picture, and a nice one. I love this pic ♥ ♥ ♥

School. Chose music as my 1st choice for my CDS. I hope it doesn't clash with anything cos fuck I hate it when things clash. Too much hmwk for me to handle. Got an F for my Medsoc mid-sem test & C+ for individual assignment and I have a great feeling I'm gonna fail this module. I rly don't fucking understand Medsoc and I don't get why we need to study it too. It damn useless, studying about dead people who invented stuff....kk they're cool but so what?!! :(

Dance. I love class. Although we're still not really close with each other and all, but we'll get there. I feel damn lousy in class bcoz everyone looks like they were born to dance! But there must be a reason I'm chosen so.........I will work hard. 화이팅!!! :)

Sweet holiday

2010-06-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

Not much to share except that......

1) I bought my DSLR (Canon EOS 550D) at the IT fair!!!

2) I met up with my favourite girls for BY's birthday. HAPPY BELATED 17TH LOVE U ♥♥

3) We went for picnic! (and played animal game with retarded actions lol damn embarrassing)

4) Sleepover @Keith's

and many other things I did but I can't remember

Spencer

2010-06-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

Boy is so effing fine.

Oh what I wouldn't give to meet him

♥ tung tung

2010-06-06T10:53:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone I'm back to blog cuz its the HOLIDAYS and there's GSS and I'M SOOOOO HAPPY.
And its June, baby boys making their comeback soon? :)

Anyway, I watched 4 movies from my previous post, so 6 more to go. Actually I think I downloaded like 2 or 3 more. Hahahaha. Even if I stay home I won't be booorrreeeddd.

Btw I watched Dear John (WHICH WAS SO EFFING NICE I SWEAR), Bounty Hunter, Alice in Wonderland and Valentine's Day.

I WANT TO WATCH KILLERS I WANT TO WATCH KILLERS WAIT FOR ME ASH I LUVz U

Anyway yesterday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEIDI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

We actually planned to celebrate both Claire & Heidi's bday but C wasn't free. So...fail.
On tt day, we planned to meet 1 hour b4 she arrive to write our wishes on a card. Failed.
We also planned to record our wishes on video and post it on Fb at 12am. Which failed too.
Wanted to watch movie. Failed.

WE R DE FAILZ GANG~~~

We had dinner at 313's Marché. First time eating there for me. The food was expensive but quite nice. DAWN REFUSED TO LET ME EAT MY MEAL WITH SALT BITCH HAHAHA. Managed to surprise Heidi cos the boys went to buy cake and balloons hehehe

To Harry's @ Dempseys Hill after that. We played games & everyone drank except for me. Ok I don't drink, smoke or do drugs but I'm not an angel either. Anyways~~~ drunk Yonghan was very entertaining for Dawn and Heidi. He kept giggling wtf but after he puked he got sober. And we got the live band to play Happy Birthday song for Heidi @ 12am *Love love love, everybody clap clap clap*

Some pictures from yesterday, the rest I'll upload to Fb ^^

There ain't no scene in the V.I.P for me

2010-05-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Saturday. Finally got some free time on my hands. Its raining.

I love school and but hate the work. All the assignment deadlines are killing me. Everyday I feel so exhausted. And when CCA starts.... I. Will. Die. x_x

But its okay, I mean, I chose this myself. Even if its tiring, I will hang on. I will work hard. I'm not going to give up, in studies or in dance :)

I miss baby boy. Their anniversary is in 3 days! ♥♥♥

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyys, I downloaded a lot of movies (some from quite long ago) but I haven't got the time to watch them at all! I shall watch some today but which ones??

Sherlock Holmes
Did you hear about the Morgans?
Dear John
Alice in Wonderland
Bounty Hunter
How to train a dragon
Valentine's day
Leap Year
The Backup Plan
Kick Ass

Hahahaha feeling a teeny bit guilty cos I already downloaded some movies so I always skip movie dates with my friends. BUT SAVE MONEY PEOPLE!!! GSS IN A WEEK'S TIME!!!

GOSSIP GIRL SPOILER ALERT! DON'T READ IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH THE SEASON FINALE YET.

Btw, Gossip Girl season finale was a disappointment... How could the writers put me through such pain by letting me (and everyone else) watch Chuck and bitch humphrey.... How could they not let Chair be together.. how could they let chuck suffer like this... WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! Although I know that he didn't die, and that chair is far from being over, but my heart still aches. Stupid writers. And please do not bring back Vanessa because I hate her hahahaha

Fucking hate Jenny. She should be with JACK.

Chris Brown - Mama

2010-05-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

Mama always did little things like that
Mama always will know I love her for that
For all the things that you used to do…
Mama I dedicate this one to you

It’s straight from the heart
This is your song
You’re my lucky charm so you already know,
That I'm gonna sing this one for you, so let me sing this one for you

Mama I thank you for all you’ve done
I thank God everyday I’m your ~~son~~ daughter
You gave me everything that I need
But lovin’ me unconditionally…

Mama I know I might be bad at times
I might get on your nerves, but I still love you
You always gonna be my mama

I love this song. I love my mama.
Happy mother's day ♥ ♥ ♥

1c02 I ♥ you

2010-05-01T12:21:00.006+08:00

For our GDF lesson, we were supposed to draw Grapes.

Original

Mine. I know. I can't freaking draw lah

Keith's..

Yonghan's. LOL

and

1c02 girls (Heidi, Huimin, Rachael not in pic...) ♥

Went for lunch at Mankupu on thursday and played Truth or Dare. Heidi gave Gerald a tight slap. Ouch.....but its all good yo. On friday we were supposed to go to YH's place, but we ended up going to Mac for lunch, and we played mind-fucking games. YH is serious joker.

Faziwuzy day

2010-04-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

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I TYPED THIS OUT OKAY! 138 TIMES! :D
Hehehehehehe

I will be there when my days don't move so fast

2010-04-22T22:48:00.004+08:00

난 지쳐버렸나 봐
홀로 남겨진 사랑에
너의 빈자리만
난 찾고 헤매는 데
제발 좀 나를 봐
널 닮은 나를 봐
내겐 정말 이런 시련들이 힘들어

Love his voice when he sings this part hehe

Anyway, time flies! Its already thursday, 4 days since school started. Lovin' my classmates :) I feel so relieved and happy to have them. We already went for lunch, movies, arcade, pool session and card games. They make school life a whole lot better ♥ I only hate that I live so friggin' far away from school -middle finger-

Will update about school soon~ Btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGHAN! Hope you enjoyed the surprise and cake smashing hehe

I call you Butterfly

2010-04-17T16:15:00.005+08:00

Baby, why are you doing this to me?
I've fallen for you.
Don't step back, saying you're afraid.
How about just trusting me, my lady?

I miss you. I want to see you. I need to fly to Shanghai now.
And I still prefer your blonde hair....

School isn't as great as I thought it would be. I feel uncomfortable making friends. I hate my shy self. I hate not talking to anyone for even 10 seconds. My classmates and coursemates are nice. They all went to the Freshmen orientation camp (I skipped it) so they already know each other. I'm a Loner, I'm a Loner~ Daradiridaradoo~ One of my classmates waited 6 hours to see Adam Lambert. I waited more than 12 hours to see baby... No one seems to like Kpop. That's okay though.... But what can we talk about?

Oh well it'll get better..... only day #2 anyways. Lalala

Time is ticking, heads are spinning

2010-04-11T01:57:00.011+08:00

Wanna know how it feels like to hang out with people who share the same interest as you? Who doesn't judge you? Who understands how you feel about stuff that some people just never might? awesumzzzz I'm so glad we all love those 5 boys :)

We trended him worldwide to #2 on Twitter. I calculated that I tweeted like approximately.... 2k tweets? He was stuck at #2 for a five hours......this is my first time contributing to a trending topic. Hahaha its actually quite cute seeing everyone's wishes for him. Although I had a rather strange feeling......jealousy?!?!

JONGHYUN DAY

2010-04-08T02:32:00.007+08:00

To the guy with the sweetest voice in the whole world: Happy birthday baby boy! You're 20! I've never felt so happy about someone's birthday b4..... Keep singing and writing lyrics..... Fufil your dreams! Fighting! I love how you're so hyperactive you can't stand still for more than 5 minutes.... Your blowfish faces and tongue actions are gonna kill me someday, I swear. Not to forget your epic dancing. You have a beautiful smile so please wear it every day. Also, please always be healthy and happy... I love you blingbling pupz boy ♥ xo

사랑해요, 김종현 ♥

Cabbages!

2010-03-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

Supposed to stay home today AGAIN, but I'm super bored so I decided to go AMK to find my cabbages boys. They were playing L4D at some lan shop, so I had lunch and shopped alone while I waited for them to finish their game. I've never shopped alone before and the feeling is kinda nice....

... especially since I had my earphones on so the sales person had no chance to approach me or follow me around or recommend their products (!!!!) Damn shiok, because I hate it when they follow me around, no offence though, I know that they are just trying to do their job lah

By the way, my Ipod touch was running low on battery, so I had RDD on replay mode (so that I don't have to change songs lol) which pretty much put me in a good mood :D I mean it when I say I will NEVER get tired of that song

By the way, I bought that cute spongebob pencil (picture above) today! ^^ I know you can't see shit because its not clear at all, but my point is, WHY DO SHOPS SELL LOADS OF SPONGEBOB BUT NO PATRICK?!?! Although I like you too spongey-bobby........but gimme more patrick lovin' please?

Okay I think I need a new camera because my current one... there's nothing wrong with it. But I'm always unsatisfied. WHY?!!

Candywoman

2010-03-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

Went out with Kikyo and Sandi the other day. shopped at Queenstown, then to Clarke Quay. Tried Mcdonald's spicy shaker fries for the first time that day. Nice~

I don't go to Clarke Quay often. I think this is very pretty.

Been staying at home and not going out thesedays. I only go out like twice or thrice a week? Either my friends are busy or working, or its raining, or I'm lazy. But hey, I'm not complaining! Its not just me staying at home, but my $$ too. Can't wait for school to start in like...two to three weeks' time?! Although enrollment is being SUCH A BITCH

Anyway... STICKY anyone?

I took it out of the fridge so its blurry and sort of wet.......

I don't know why there are so many ''Citibank''s in my regular mix packet. I think its rather weird, no???

Who I am is not who I wanna be

2010-03-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

Had dinner with my two lovely mountains yesterday. Its been ten thousand years since I last saw them. Love them love them love themmmm.

Everyone on Fb is going "Holidays are too short, I don't want to go back to school tomorrow" or "A lot of homework!!!" or "Tomorrow got test ):" etc etc.

....BUT I HONESTLY CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START.

Because I need my old life back. I need to get back on track. I need something to work hard for. If your dream is right before your very eyes, would you let it vanish or grab at it? Its a no brainer. Speaking of dreams, I saw a tweet just now :

"The greater things in life are unseen, that's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, or dream."

Ya I know got no link to what I was saying before. But I really feel this quote. Just sayin'

We still live in the same town but I don't see you around anymore

2010-03-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

I'm back. In case you were wondering, my mission was 90% successful, I can say? Updated my fan account in my Tumblr already. Read if you wanna :)

I was reading M's blog and I saw that she added archives which she labelled "click here to kpo into my past" and so being the very KPO person I am, I clicked it and read all the entries she posted on 16 february. Wtf this doucheg always post some super unglam pictures of me?!! How was it possible that I never realized until now???

Anyway, I miss her a lot especially when I read this entry she posted last year.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I HOPE YOU WILL BE TOUCHED TMR.
My close friends know that i don't say "ily" out all the time, but for now..
I L♥VE YOU HONG SI HAN :D

The post is actually 100 times longer than this 3 lines lah.

I miss my boys too.

By the way, Gossip Girl's The Lady Vanished episode is brillant. Seriously Dan's ''I love Paul'' made me laugh hard. I hate Danessa. I like Serenate. But I need more Chair. CHAIR FOREVER.

♥ Paramore

2010-03-08T17:49:00.004+08:00

Concert at the Indoor Stadium.

Crowd's passion for Paramore was awesome.....but the crowd was fucked up. Seriously. Nudge, push, nudge, push.......nudge, elbow, push, nudge......shove, push, nudge. At one point of time, a girl fell down, it was bad. Like domino effect, everyone started to fall on top of each other. Worse part is that 4 out of 5 people didn't bother to help anyone up. And the band wasn't even out yet. What the fuck?

Needless to say, I enjoyed the concert. It was fantastic elastic to the max. You wouldn't know if you weren't there. They rocked the night as hell. Bought the shirt from the booth hehehehe

By the way, towards the end of the concert, Jeremy threw his water bottle to the crowd. Some dude standing in front of me reached out and caught the bottle upside down, and he was like "HELL YEAH!!!" and 3/4 of the water splashed on all over me. So I was wet from head to toe but w00t! Taylor is really cute. Hayley is amazing as always.

Hayley's message :

and now, here we are in Singapore for the first time! we were greeted by some crazy fans at the airport. sometimes it makes me so sad when we can’t stay and hang. if we had a van and were in charge of driving it.. we’d make our own schedule. unfortunately, we get driven all over the place by folks that actually know where they’re going in all these cities. so they make the rules. hahah, it’s probably a good idea. we used to get lost every day touring in our van. anyways, i can’t wait to just be on stage tomorrow and see how these shows are gonna go down. bet it will be unbelievable.

i gotta run. think i’m gonna bug jeremy.

love you guys so much.

We love you too. Thanks for giving us the best night of our lives. Remember what you said, "there's no stopping us now, we're family" :)

Growing up

2010-03-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?"

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”

-unknown

February

2010-02-23T11:50:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Happy Valentines! :)
How many red packets did you collect? How many red roses did you receive?

My grandma is damn cute here

Happy birthday to me~!!!!!!!! ♥

Thanks everyone for your wishes on Facebook, SMSES, Twitter, Plurk, Phone calls and wishing me in person.... you know who you are, THANK YOU ♥ :)

When i would only read shakespeare

2010-02-22T21:28:00.005+08:00

I miss school. I miss literature. I miss Mr Row.
I can't wait for school to start.

Piano exam this friday. I'm really positive that I'm gonna fail.

So bored thesedays that I've already watched 4 movies (The Ugly Truth, Sherlock Holmes, Time Traveller's Wife, Spread) in the past few days while staying at home feeling bored as shit. Spread was hot because Ashton Kutcher was in it and he's insanely sexy.

Something old, something new

2010-02-10T21:27:00.005+08:00

Feeling bored so I fb-ed and played Cute cube. Been a long time since I last played....and IT IS STILL AS FRIGGIN' CUTE!!! This is my cube's home by the way. I didn't have enough money to make it look fantabulous, but I like it the way it is.

TAAAADA! New make-over!!! Re-decorated it since Valentine's day and Chinese New Year is approaching hehehehe

This is the play room! There are candy + toys + plushies. Its friggin' hard to catch a damn toy/candy lah...... I want the pink dinosaur but I can't get it *cries* Ok just realized my teddy bear look like it has an AFRO HEAD......The cotton candy... I should move it...

Catching toys! I caught a rabbit hehehehe and I spot an eeyore lookalike! Plushies are easier to catch than toys. I WANT MY PINK DINOSAUR!!!!! IF I LEVEL UP I CAN CHANGE MY CUBE TO A TIGER!

Ok upcoming events~

1. Chinese New Year
2. My birthday ^^
3. Floor The Love
4. Brown Eyed Girls @ Zouk
5. Paramore In SG

HAHAHAHA ONCE AGAIN SAVING THE BEST FOR THE LAST

BABY BOY IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE

I KNOW HE JUST LEFT A MONTH AGO BUT MAYBE HE MISSED ME TOO MUCH SO HE'S COMING BACK HAHAHAHAHA

OMG I CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW EXCITEDSSSS I AM

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN I THINK IMMA DIE

6. SHINee @ Marina Bay The Float

Dream come true

2010-02-09T01:33:00.004+08:00

This has got to be the best day of my life.......

Not only did I manage to catch glimpses of the man I love the most (as of this moment), I also got his autograph and got to hear him sing on stage in real life AND coincidentally be in the same lift as him after the performance ended?!!

CAN YOU OFFICIALLY TELL ME HOW I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW?

I wanna scream I need to scream sfm

He is so effing gorgeous he is too good to be true but HE IS REAL OMFG

HIS VOICE...............HOW CAN IT BE SO BEAUTIFUL???

I've fallen too deep I love him sfm I need to scream

I never thought I would ever become like this

You can't be too careful anymore

2010-01-26T12:25:00.006+08:00

"Why did you want me to take that girl's picture?"
"Dumbo could always fly. He just needed a magic feather."

Miss watching Gossip Girl......

Been reading fan fictions lately. They inspire me. They make me happy too. Haven't been writing at all since holidays started. Maybe I shall start with writing fics...?

Went to Iluma that day with the usual gang hahaha random

Whats with everyone suddenly liking groups and becoming fans on Facebook recently???
I wouldn't want everyone to know too much about me by looking at my profile on Fb.....It isn't that safe.... anyway, when I saw these I was like IKR

- I hate un-glam photos so I AM UNTAGGING MYSELF NOW
- I use my fingernails to poke 'x' on my mosquito bites
- No, I don't care if I die at 12AM, I refuse to pass on your chain letter
- It really hurts when some of the best things in life become memories
- Can you like walk a little faster or GET THE F OUT OF MY WAY?!
- No one would have cared if Kanye interrupted Miley
- I know I don't stand a chance but I'm going to like you anyway
- I can't stand to hear my voice in video/recordings (THIS SFM)
- 5 more minutes of sleep in the morning really DOES matter
- You don't get it, ITS AN INSIDE JOKE
- WHY AM I ALWAYS HUNGRY?

And my blog looks really messy now........ why the hell did I change my blogskin........

Knight in stripes

2010-01-21T02:13:00.003+08:00

So they're gonna be on this variety show called Hello Baby which they have to take care of the baby boy that the frog is carrying....

What a cute tiger......and I happen to love Tigger from Winnie the Pooh......Just sayin'

Spent the whole day watching their Yunhanam show from the first episode to the last episode. I love these boys.

Say hello to the future

2010-01-12T00:44:00.007+08:00

BACK FROM HONG KONG!

I'm broke, I'm hungry, I got my results, and I'm a happy girl for now :)
Damn I love 2010 already.

What can I say? I love shopping overseas. Love the weather. I think it was about 11 degrees? And it was kinda a speed shopping thing 'cuz we only went there for two and a half days. Bought shitloads of clothes accessories shoes blablabla

Results. I'm... not exactly disappointed. Didn't hit my target of L1R4 below 10 though. But honestly I don't deserve it, haha. To my dear friends who did not perform well, please cheer up! Smile and stay positive ok? I love you all! *virtual hugs*

Things to look forward to :

1. The Amazing Race season 16 is airing on 14 feb! Its Valentines' and the first day of CNY!

2. PARAMORE CONCERT

3. Gossip Girl SEASON 4

oh my god I can't believe I forgot to mention

MY GORGEOUS BOY IS COMING TO SINGAPORE

YES I KNOW RIGHT WHAT ARE THE CHANCES

THIS IS FATE

4. See gorgeous baby when he's in Singapore

SEE HOW I'M LOVING 2010 ALREADY?

its just like deja vu

2010-01-04T01:04:00.005+08:00

My first official post for the new year! Happy 2010 guyzzzz :)

By the way I failed to do what I hoped to accomplish by the end of 2009......oh well thats no surprise. If I had to rate myself for being lazy, out of 100, I would give myself 720 hahahaha

Decided to BLING our phones, and the results...

Mine on the left and Lesley's on the right

Hi thar Spidey

LOVIN' MY PHONE

I'm sleeping real late thesedays and I don't keep track of the time. I only switch off the comp when I am tired. Fyi I sleep with the radio on every night and so when I'm in bed I hear the National Anthem....Thats when I realized that my bedtime has shifted from 1am to 4am to 6am....and that ain't good. Please scold me if you see me online after 2am hahaha no I'm serious

Afraid that I wouldn't wake up in time for my piano lesson, I pasted Post-Its on my door so that mumzies would see them and wake me up hehehehee

Time for bed! Its 2:18AM now!

Drop the joke and look at yourself

2009-12-31T10:31:00.004+08:00

I don't understand why some people can't act like their age
There is a huge difference between judging after knowing and judging without knowing

Don't you hate it when people tell you things you fancy are *inserts all sorts of negative insults and shit* just because they don't like it? I mean of course you're entitled to dislike things that I like but surely you don't have to insult them in my face?

I don't know what's funnier - You judging without knowing or delibrately wanting to agitate me?
Can you please fuck off? Try using your brains next time you wanna say something? Jackass

There is beauty in everything, but not everyone can see it. That's okay cuz its them who's missing out

its not the end, its a brand new start

2009-12-31T03:50:00.004+08:00

Out with Lesley today. Ate at ION's 陆港小镇 (Lu Gang Xiao Zhen) Its a Taiwan restaurant and the food is superb, especially the tofu hehehe yumz

I've yet to finish my list of new year resolutions. I barely packed my rubbish dump a.k.a bedroom and so there is so much to do urgh dread dread dread

Qing Gong Yan tomorrow. Don't know if I wanna go for the countdown though......

Anyway.....

FYEAH WATCHING PARAMORE'S CONCERT WITH VIVIAN!!!!!!!!! So excitedssss

Belated christmas

2009-12-27T05:45:00.004+08:00

Ok so my Xmas was well spent! How about yours? ;)

Went to town today with my boys to search for R's birthday gift and OMFG every where I go I see SALE I was this close to pulling out every strand of my hair.... DAMN.........I NEED TO SHOP. MONDAY ANYONE???

Bed time is slowly becoming from 1am to 6am. Damn you, gorgeous boy from previous post. You got me hooked on you why are you so gorgeous I think I love you

gorgeous boy

2009-12-25T03:37:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

look who I found on this wonderful day.......

MR. Blingbling boy from a Korean band hahahahaahaha

I do listen to Kpop but I don't live for Kpop if you know what I mean but

I DON'T KNOW WHY I JUST FIND HIM TO BE DAMN GORGEOUS AND HIS VOICE OH GOD HIS VOICE IS TOO BEAUTIFUL

The rollercoasters are down for winter

2009-12-24T01:05:00.003+08:00

Merry Xmas eve! tis' the season to be joyful! Just added 6 Xmas songs in my playlist on the sidebar. I am soooooo in the xmas mood yo

1. Taylor Swift - Last Xmas
2. Dave Days - Feliz Navidad
3. The Maine - Ho Ho Hopefully
4. Britney Spears - My Only Wish
5. Lady GaGa - Xmas Tree
6. Mariah Carey - All I want for Xmas is you

Gonna spend Xmas with the gang as usual. Also watching ChipMunks with Andrina! The only thing missing every year is the snow. Where is the White Christmas that I dream of??? :(

Anyways...... First new year resolution : STOP BEING LAZY
To be honest that's on top for every "new year resolutions" list. Am wondering which year will I actually be less lazy???

Oh yeah and Qing Gong Yan is on the 31st too. Countdown after that? :)

coz we the messin' galz

2009-12-22T23:14:00.005+08:00

Back from camp!!!

FIRST THINGS FIRST,

I NEVER WANT TO SEE A TRAY OF WATERMELONS AND ORANGES AGAIN!!!!

I swear this is the most tiring camp EVER even though it was still gr8. Had lots of fun with my messing girls. Sang alot of silly songs when we were pao-ing water bombs. It drizzled during the campfire but we continued to sing~ I love the toilets because for the first time there is HOT WATER. Lost my voice.......Only slept for 10 minutes on the last day cos the campers didn't want to sleep -_-

Even though I went MIA but they still treat me like family :') Maybe this is why I still wanna go back?

b4 I leave for camp....

2009-12-20T01:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY! (19 dec) ♥ ! I love you mommaaaa :)

I AM SO GOING TO PARAMORE'S CONCERT IN SINGAPORE 2010!

Leaving for camp tomorrow, will be back on tuesday!

potatoes I love u

2009-12-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

Hokkaido Premium Potato! A gift from mummy's friend who went to Japan muahahahaahahaha now I don't care that I've gained weight and that I really reaaaaaally need to lose some friggin' weight because I am so fucking fat because here is a box of potato snack!!!

NEVER MESS WITH POTATOES THEY ARE AWESUMZ

She lives in a fairytale

2009-12-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

Went out with Kikyo today, we haven't met in ages!!! Went for Rahim's hiphop class. ATE @ PIZZA HUT :)

I know I haven't blogged for a while so here's a brief summary.....

- Happy birthday Riyan!
- Happy birthday Hazim!
- Watched A Christmas Carol 3D with Yingying, total waste of money
- Dance class with Kikyo
- Shopping with mummy at town, bought two new bags + nice food
- Happy birthday Moku! ( ♥ .w. ♥)!
- Out with my boys to Somerset 313 + Orchard Central + Suntec
- Sundown Seoul'D Out Festival with Andrina, DAMN FUCKING AWESOME
- Chalet with primary sch clique :)
- Happy birthday Snowman a.k.a Monil!
- Bought two pairs of shoes + spidey cap online
- Board games + card games at Toh's house until midnight
- Shopping with V and S @ Bugis

Chalet. 3am, playing card games while watching TV. The Ring was on. WZ and V were really scared so WK and I decided to translate the whole show into Hokkien hahahaha funny shitz

Just realised that Camp is in 3 days' time?!?! Everything is happening and coming fast and furious. And I haven't prepared X'mas gifts. Heck I need to get my organiser fast

He makes me happy

2009-12-12T00:36:00.001+08:00

So damn talented and cute. Must watch. It only takes up a few minutes of your time :)
Saw it on Zhaf's FB page.

A note for you

2009-12-11T01:07:00.005+08:00

You either be that really nice guy or you be the thrashy jerk that every girl (and guy) hate. You can't be both. You can't hurt me and heal me like nothing happened. I'm not stupid. I can live without you. I don't need you. I deserve better so please leave me as I am.

Treasure your friends. Your real, true friends. Not the ones that wouldn't shed a tear for you. They're not gonna appear at your funeral. I hope you will change and be a better friend.

Sincerely,
J

Ma Ree O

2009-12-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

CUTE MUSHROOM SLIPPERS

Finished Heroes seasons 2,3 and 4 (halfway). I wonder why Funshion doesn't have 90210 season 2 but the full season 1 episodes are all available. I can only watch the clips from Youtube, but they always remove part 5 of the episode so basically I watch 4/5 of one episode every week and I don't know how it ends. EVEN BETTER NOW they removed the part 1 of the episode KNN WATCH SAI

Amazing Race season finale on Mon! I hope Meghan and Cheyne will clinch the #1 spot!!!!!

Gonna sleep my hunger pangs away now gdnitesssss x

Dance camp

2009-11-25T12:19:00.006+08:00

Hello. I'm back from dance camp. It was awesumz.

First night : Everyone slept?!?! They must be tired. Moon, Jasmine and I stayed up chatting (about porn LOL) and gossiping. Hehehe. I miss the old times.

Meals were not included so we get to go out and eat. Moon and I went home for a proper and clean shower and we had sushi hehehe we went shopping too

Sec 4 dancers originally had no plans to perform in the annual dance camp showcase. However, we decided to do an impromptu performance. Learnt the whole dance in a day (and formation too!) Yanntorng and Huiyi came to watch the performance. Missed 'em loads!

Moon and I decided to climb out of the school gate at night. We got injured. LOL.

I think I'm gonna look super unglam in the pictures taken for the camp. Oh well. I'm gonna miss all my dancers. Three and a half years of hard work, laughter and love. Juniors, wo ai ni men~

Oh I went to AFA '09 too! It was pretty amazing, heh

Because I just wanna get to know you

2009-11-22T02:38:00.003+08:00

I have never felt this way before. If only I could turn back the time. Get to know you. I won't have any regrets. It might not be too late, but I'm crushed. All I can do now is pray, hope and what else? I don't mean anything to you. I am so stupid. Why am I waiting for you when you don't even care? I should be in bed long ago. But hours have passed, and I'm still hoping, because I just wanna get to know you.

I think I'm insane. Mad insane.

You are the music while the music lasts

2009-11-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

Prom officially made it to one of the best nights I'll ever have

Oh I got a haircut right b4 prom and I think it looks kinda cool but also kinda awful cuz I'm not used to having short hair and I'm kinda regretting it right now but anyways

Everyone looked gr8!!! My boys were all dressed up ;) Girls rockin' their dresses. Not gonna post pix here... if you're lucky there might be some left on my Fb (if I haven't untagged them already)......SORRY BUT I THINK I LOOK REAAAALLY WEIRD IN THE PIXXXs :(

Last night we danced danced danced like nobody's watching heh but damn my feet are still hurting. Lesson learnt : Not to ever dance in high heels with hundreds of excited people surrounding you for it is easy to lose balance.....hahahaha. Plans were to go sing ktv after prom. Instead some of us went to Mac for supper, and to Syaz's house for the night. Watched Paranomal Activity.

Its so ironic how we spend our school days yearning to graduate and our remaining days waxing nostalgic about our school days. I'm so gonna miss a lot of people....

Blue today

2009-11-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

Yes finally a pic of my face...........

Blue on the outside, not the inside. I'm feeling happy ^^ Went out with Bengyee three days back. Bought her prom dress (pretty!) and we ate at MoguMogu. I liiiiike.

GL camp turned out to be quite fun, but I was sick ㅠㅠ... Drank 6 bottles of water and 1 big carton of apple juice. Could feel my throat tearing apart. Popped Strepsils into my mouth every 10 minutes. Wasn't very effective but it helped to ease the pain. Drizzle at night. Cold cold cold~

I'm hungry but I don't wanna eat. I reaaaally need to lose my fats. I gained 4kg LOL pig

I miss dancing :(

End of thy misery

2009-11-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

Ok..........O levels are officially over! My deserved long break is finally here. SO DAMN HAPPY YO There's a loooooong list of things I want to do, but how many of them will I actually accomplish?

- dance classes
- Magazine internship?
- Rock climbing
- Cycle for a whole day (ok maybe not)
- Learn how to ice skate
- Clean my room
- Re-decorate my room
- Learn how to bboy LOL confirm cmi
- Go overseas
- Kayaking
- KTV
- Beach + Tanning

This is all that I've got in my mind right now but I know there's more lah just can't think of 'em at this moment. But then again, I reaaaaaaaally need cash. Work? $_$

Went to SBM for meeting today. The last time I went there was... 10 months ago?! Don't know if anyone noticed the question marks hovering above my head throughout the meeting hahaha so damn awkward with the guys. GL camp is this week. Don't know why I signed up for it but.....oh well.

Prom is approaching fast and furious. Excitedsssss

Tired. Gonna go to bed after reading Thirteen Reasons Why. Its a good book.

Unmasked

2009-11-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

Does ggalienzed sounds weird to you? That's probably because you don't know what it means. But of course I'm not gonna tell you what it is! Is it me or do I sound like an idiot, for some unknown reason (?!) I'M NOT ON DRUGS F.Y.I.

O levels are NOT over yet. Tomorrow's my last paper FYEAH. I need to shop. I need to dance. I need to eat something goooooooooood. Maybe its time to get a job. I don't mind working my ass off if I fancy the job. But working under the hot sun (e.g.) for hours?! NO FREAKING WAY hehe

I miss my girls.

My long long holiday officially starts tomorrow at 3pm. Can't wait.